Get me out
I can't wait to get out of here. To go to uni, meet new people, do new things. I'm so bored of life. I love my family, love my friends, love my Church....but I only seem to know people who are, or are practically, married. Which is fine for them. But it means I only seem to know a lot of people who are very involved in another person and, for some strange reason, like to spend time with just that person! I don't have that. Neither with a boyfriend or just a friend. Everyone is married, engaged, close to engagement or practically living together. Fine for them. I need to meet some people who aren't. Some other people, who, like me, want to be single, have a laugh, hang out with friends and not worry about those bigger things in life just yet.
Although I do worry about those bigger things in life. But maybe it's only because everyone else is. I know I'm not ready to settle down but sometimes I wish I was so that I can be going through the same things as my best friends are. Too confusing!
So, like I said, hopefully going away to Glasgow will let me find those other people who feel just like I do. Surely the whole student population can't be settled down?
It's a good thing I'm not staying put this summer. Less than 3 weeks till I go to Colombia, then I'll only have 3 weeks home back before I go to uni, 1 of which I'm going camping with my family. I love camping and hiking. It's my favourite kind of holiday. I need to keep going, keep my mind occupied. My shifts at the chippy are reducing because people are back from holidays and they've hired more permanent people, so I'm not really needed any more. So in 2 weeks I've got from working 53 hours to working 23 hours. Quite a difference! And nothing to do in between. I'm not complaining here, just stating facts. What I do best. Funny, I complain when they give me too much work, and complain when they don't give me enough because I need the money.
Get me out!!!!
Although I do worry about those bigger things in life. But maybe it's only because everyone else is. I know I'm not ready to settle down but sometimes I wish I was so that I can be going through the same things as my best friends are. Too confusing!
So, like I said, hopefully going away to Glasgow will let me find those other people who feel just like I do. Surely the whole student population can't be settled down?
It's a good thing I'm not staying put this summer. Less than 3 weeks till I go to Colombia, then I'll only have 3 weeks home back before I go to uni, 1 of which I'm going camping with my family. I love camping and hiking. It's my favourite kind of holiday. I need to keep going, keep my mind occupied. My shifts at the chippy are reducing because people are back from holidays and they've hired more permanent people, so I'm not really needed any more. So in 2 weeks I've got from working 53 hours to working 23 hours. Quite a difference! And nothing to do in between. I'm not complaining here, just stating facts. What I do best. Funny, I complain when they give me too much work, and complain when they don't give me enough because I need the money.
Get me out!!!!
1 Comments:
Don't worry Suz it's not long til you're free and away at Uni working hard and having fun! xxx
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